Summer has officially started for me...yay!!!

I already made visit to the Emergency at 4 am cause my eyes were burning and swollen. I got this numbing eye drops...all I have to say is SWEET! They made my eyes glow, like black light glow in the dark. Then I got some pain pills and eye drops, everything is fine now, but I couldn't stand light for a few days I was vampire like.

So that being said I slightly revamped my profile, New pic, New background, and Renewed ambitions.

I have decided to set goals for myself this summer:

1) Get a source of income...

I want a job like a real, job...not just working for my mom. I applied for a job at school and didn't hear back so I assume I didn't get it. I'm going to try and find something to do, that will give me a nice cash flow. I'll probably end up getting odd jobs and nothing stable.

2) Go to Summer School...online

I only want to go to summer school if I can go online. I don't really want to deal with going to school, just want to get the credits.

3) Have fun do something crazy..

I really want to get something pierced or like a tat. I've been saying that for awhile but I mean it. I need to do something fun and crazy aside for theos two things. Like have a weekend at the beach or something.

Now that I have set my goals and stated some of them, I'm sure 1 & 3 will get accomplished lol. #2 probably not. I have another little goal that I shall keep a secret I wonder if it will happen this summer...lol. ;)

I sometimes struggle with leaving things in fates hands or going out and making things happen yourself. I mean how do you know when to leave it up to fate, when its out of ur hands?

Recently I've been believing in the power of a Fortune Cookie. I've just eaten at my Fave chinese place and gotten my fave meal Sweet and Sour chicken, which was interrupted by a text. A text that was from an old friend, which I had texted earlier today. She is hanging out with a person who I used to befriends with and they are in New York...Ok before you think this is about to be some little drama about how she's hanging out with this person NOT SO. I'm so mad that she got to to NY, while I'm sitting on my ass at my mom's house. I'm currently on spring back and it sucks, I'm at home doing nothing, as in my previous blogs I've explained the whole car situation.

Anywho I got a Fortune cookie this summer that said I would be by sea side.  So I was like yea maybe spring break, but we never have any money, I always spend it on partying or something stupid. After hearing the news of my friend it was a tiny bit depressing, then I opened my fortune cookie and it said "your luck is about to change"....Ahhh that was just what I needed to hear. I'm actually bubbling with Ideas on things to blog about but I always forget when I sit down to write them lol.

I find it hard to go to work when they no longer can pay me. I'm broke and I need money. I worked the whole the first year with out pay and thats was like an internship. I understand they are low on funding, but I think they should cut some ppls job. My friend can do the job that one of the girls do and we both can do what  the other girl does. Thats two ppl that can be replaced, not that I'm being a bitch and just want to get rid of everybody. I just think that not everbody needs to get paid for working there.  Some staff cuts could be made, I dont want to be cut. We are currently working on fundraising ideas. I have to go layout the paper wich takes forever and I cant get paid. That sucks. I'm doing it as fast as I can, no midnight, nights. I'm trying to look at it as experince.

On a side note, this school is too damn expensive and its not worth it. I am annoyed with that whole situation.

side note:I have come to my window stuck in my head, They always sing it at the gay bar lol.