I'm watching Rob and Big and I realize this show was actually funny. I'm also browsing xanga and I was on FB. So I'm just going to share whats poped ito my head:

I wish Rob & Big still came on.

I hate Smh, thats like the dumbest shit ever, to me. Why would u ever need to say that.

I'm so bored, but yet too lazy to look at this paid blogging site.

I show go get the mail, it will kill time.

I really wanna go swimming or get in the hat tub.

Ohh better yet I wish I were back at school, so I could go to the river.

I need a trip to the beach...with some fun friends.

Oh and I have set a new summer goal, to watch all the seasons of 21 jumpstreet. I love it 80's clothes and hair, bad acting...ahhh a good time.

I was watching Julie & Julia con mi madre and I got a little ambitious. I decided I was going to make pancakes, which as a child I so cutely referred to as panicakes. I'm normally a good cook, but I believe that my pan was too high. Actually my mother told me my pan was too high. They turned out a little scrambled but good none the less. All you needed was a little butter and mmm, yummy! The past year or so the few times that I cook pancakes they have turned out scrambled, its my specialty scrambled pancakes.  Now I really want like cook something delicious.

Today I sat through church for my mother. I made her dinner, and I gave her a picture. I thought church was going to be a lot less interesting than it was. It was kind of empty in there but somehow full at the same time. I mostly removed myself mental from the being there. Don't get me wrong church isn't bad and I believe in god and all that jazz but I'm just not a church goer. Even on Dear old mother's day I seem to turn the blog about myself, I probably talk about myself too much. But HEY! if I don't then who will lol.

Anywho  I was really happy that I went with my mom, cause I think it made her happy. I knew she wants me to be more involved in church but she always says "in your on time." I actually thank God for my mother. Without my mother, I wouldn't be the person I am today. My mother is the world to me. She is my voice of reason and my bestfriend. 

I also thanked God for all the ppl in my life that were like mothers to me, even though my time with them may have been short. My Grandma who I remember fondly she always had her sandy grey hair in pig tails. She was a kind soul, and she would always have these funny expressions or faces she would make. She taught me how to cook. One of my fondest memories of her is when I was little and she was cooking beacon and I was standing behind her because I was scared of the grease popping. In the 9 years I knew her she taught me so much. My Aunt she was also like a mother to me. There was nothing that my brothers and I could want that she wouldn't try her best to give to us. She would look after us, till my mom got home from work. She also had confidence and unconditional love for us.

 Happy Mothers Day to my lovely mother!  I wish you many more!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to everyone who has ever looked after a child as if they were their own.